I keep telling myself that it meant nothing. In fact "it" was really a non event. But whenever I see him I get this awful pang in my stomach. If it meant nothing then why does it feel so awkward? I am an adult now and should be able to deal with it.
I know whatever it was meant more than me than to him, so why can't we be friends? Why is he avoiding me? Maybe guys and girls really can't be friends after becoming somewhat more than friends. Saw him at Y's farewell drinks last night, with his girlfriend (I presume) which is fine. I have no issues with her or the fact that I maybe liked him more than he liked me. But why couldn't he have told me that he didn't fancy me to my face? That's the issue here. The sucky thing about the situation is that I've lost a friend.
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